March 2009
alex
in a couple of hours me and cim are hooking up with alex from the good ol’ broke. this is going to be a great night. got the hooka, the balcony, friends and love. the beer and booze will follow.
sounds
jag maste erkanna, jag saknar er mina vanner. mina betongbroder. det fanns en simpelhet och sjalvklarhet i var vanskap som vi alla ibland tar for givet men likval finns den dar under alla lager av ironiska kommentarer och blatteskamt. jag skulle fan till o med kunna offra mig sapass och ta en kvall pa harry’s just nu. *suck*
jag saknar er verkligen.
jag skulle vilja tacka for tankarna och...
February 2009
mark
det kanns som jag forlorar min enda oas.
den enda marken jag kan sta pa.
allting faller isar omkring mig. ord. tankar. handlingar.
ingen tar ton till att sjunga var sang.
for forsta gangen verkar denna stad inte vara ett hem.
news
of the day. the princess of sweden is getting married to her middleclass, gymowner boyfriend. after all those years of talk and probably quite a lot hesitation from her father (the mooootor king). a simple middleclass boy? but what about our pure blood?!
as some of you know, i’m not a huge fan of the royal family. or i don’t mind the family but i really don’t want to pay for...
nyman
forlat, men det finns fa melodier som kan stilla ens hjarta lika val som micheal nymans “all imperfect things”. spotify it eller vad som helst. det finns inte en enda ton i den melodin som inte besitter perfektion i dess mest adla form.
parents
so yeah, i just got off talking to my parents on skype. as usual they assumed i was drunk (i know how you students are), not taking in mind that it is only noon. while this might have been a reality in wexio and the alcoholic frenzy that surrounded that place, i have been a good boy here in sf. only time i’ve been drunk (and properly so) during noon here was during the bottomless mimosa and...
slumdog won the best picture award. ever so...
best
slumdog wohoooo
penn
fuck fuck fuck FUCK FUCK fuckety fuck fuck …
anyway. good night.
but a quite a cute pass to mickey.
heath
ledger, unsuprisingly, recieved the oscar for best male supporting role. i guess it was welldeserved as he was amazing in the movie. but it sure had to suck to be nominated in that category this year. sort of like being in the animation category with pixar.
but yeah. congrats heath!
oscar
we’re hoping for the wrestler. THE WRESTLER!
“if you can make a girl like that smile, i need to sign up at your school.”
– random homeless to me and cim.
think
i’m thinking that everybody has day like this from time to time. where they end up staring at the wall for hours without a single logical thought passing through. and the worst part is … you are totally ok with that.
now
so right now i’m sitting and drawing concept for logos for the four seasons bar here in sf, as part of a assignment we got at school. i don’t know … i’ve always thought i was a good judger of quality logos and the response i’ve recieved is that i have a good eye for those things, but when i actually sit down and try designing myself, i don’t fully …...
folder
i have a folder on my desktop named cim, and i’m looking at it curiously as it signifies something more than a folder once one start to think. i don’t even have folders with the name of my best friends on my computer. but cim has a folder.
in the upper right corner. next to the folder named school. one above the folder named logos and 2 steps above the folder named inspiration.
and...
“everyone is a genius at least once a year. the real geniuses simply have their...”
– —Georg Christoph Lichtenberg
huh
so here’s the deal, i’m supposed to have a quiz on descartes (dae-carth) and i really need to study. instead i’m walking around humming to “balls to the walls!” by accept. how’s that for a freudian playlist? genius on itunes my ass.
oh
matt stone and trey parker of south park fame are producing a new series on mtv where disabled people work as a news crew. not at all as awful as it might sound, but rather quite heartwarming and a huge knee to the balls to every awful newsreporter out there.
lovely.
Watchyou know the whole nikon vs canon argument that sometimes pop ups. yeah, that one. we’ll i have always been more fond of nikon, since my camera is a nikon and yeah … it would be quite stupid to say i rather have a canon. i like both to be honest, they both offer something great and that is a opportunity for people to take great photos which everyone can enjoy. those who spend hours...
v-day
it’s funny, when i think of it this is the first time i’ve ever had a girlfriend during v-day. it cenrtainly gives the day a whole new meaning when you actually are in love with someone. it feels … good. not that i in the past closed myself in my room, turned off all the lights and enjoyed my selfloathing cynism, but it does bring it up a notch when you wake up next to her on...
[ real love….regina spektor ] (lennon/beatles...
sore
i’m thinking i just might be a liiiittle more welltrained than my girl. not that it shows on my body or so, she has the upperhand on that part. but i do not get sore as much as her after training even though i push myself pretty hard. that’s a good sign right? third day at the gym this week at least i think. pretty well done if i may say so myself.
today was a slow day. my...
sis
i’m sorry, i was over at cims place.
talk another time!
tattoo
i’m finding myself occupied of surfing different sites of tattoo parlors in the sf area. like always there is a sudden urge of falling under the needle again. unlike some, the search for tattoo is for me half the pleasure. it’s not possible for me to just enter a shop and pick out one random piece from the artists book. if anything that’s i learned from my first tattoo. and it...
see
i saw her face in every smile the dancers exploded in.
music
when it comes to ranking last years best songs, next to bon iver “re:stacks” i’m thinking that radiohead suprised me the most with the song “weird fishes/arpeggi”. the first 5 minutes of the song consist of some the most hypnotic musical experiences i had the pleasure of experiencing this year, accompanied by thom yorke’s majestic vocals, sounding decisive and...
out
i hit the gym today to meet up with ray (who’s my pt on the new gym i signed up for last week). babe was not able to come this time as she had class, and her feet is still not fully rehabilitated (but going the right way at least). in a way i’m sort of glad that she didn’t come because it wasn’t that pleasent to realize how bad your core stability is.
i mean, ok, i might...
giant
i was thinking of writing a short story. of a employee at a software company who finds his works so tedious and boring that he during the day he pretends to be a giant at work, and laughing gleefully at the peasents that are his co-workers.
perhaps i will throw in a girl there too. i don’t know.
